Being a girl, these thoughts often cross my mind…

#women #beingagirl #life #crossingthoughts #emotions #burdensome

Life is getting pissed of these days.. I’m still wondering, I am still watching people, observing and learning from them..
I donno why I don’t have my own experiences.. I am trapped in my own thoughts.. Sometimes I think my parents don’t allow me this, sometimes society, sometimes people, sometimes money constraint.. I always compromise because I don’t have courage because I am a girl, it’s risky to think beyond ones limit.. Most of my constrains which I face is because ‘I am a girl’ and every time since I was born people never forgot to remind me this.. It’s like the first lesson taught to you at your home, in your surroundings, and in your school too.. ‘The basic etiquettes a girl must have, even if boys don’t have..
You are being observed by others more as a girl in your childhood rather than like a little kid, who is learning new things. Expectations comes before you take a ride of your dreamland..
It not only make you scare but also smash your confidence of being an individual who is full of vulnerable thoughts and curiosity… The more you grow, the more you are being taught by them what not to do more than what you wish to..
I always go back to the memories of my childhood when I am trying to understand something, because kids are more open and curious then an adult person… Our childhood taught us many different things and what we had learnt in our childhood most of the them are fixed into our hearts for forever like precious pearls.. I feel Childhood is our best phase of life, it cannot be replaced… ( please be good to kids everytime when you talk, meet, teach them)..

With growing age we have so many obstacles, restrictions and limitations that we also start compromising in things, places and situations where we should not… The burden of those regrets overloads.. But at some point we must let it go..

Letting yourself go brings lot of energy too.. We feel something which we never had before..

Being a girl I think very frequently about the disadvantages of being a girl.. Whenever I wanna do something but the only reason I can’t do Or I am not supposed to do, or I am not allowed to do because of being a girl – ‘ you are not that strong, or it’s not safe for you, girls are not allowed to do this’ etc.. I am sure everyone has faced this at some point in their life.. And we justify them by saving – ‘that’s life, you have to accept, adjust and mould with time. Time is your teacher, healer, and medicine’. .  (I myself donno how to take this ,whether as a lesson or as a warning) .. But life goes on , It won’t stop..

I know being a human itself has lot of troubles, challenges that we face day and night.. But being a girl adds more trouble  in your life..

A girl should not ask for protection or guide from a boy.. It make them think that girls are not strong, they have limits and when they know you have limits, they knowingly or unknowingly will use your limited strength.. There are really very few people whom you meet in your whole life who will see you as another human and not as female.. I know it’s difficult for some people to understand what I’m trying to say.. Let me make it little easy, there will be very few Individuals who will appreciate you for your talent and will encourage you but at the same time there are many people who will restrict you, stop you and continuosly remind you of your weaknesses and limitations… (Sad or pity, but this is what I have observed)..

A girl/woman is not a weak personality but the surrounding force is not so smooth to let her flow/use her energy, ideas, strength.. This complicates her life as she is also a care giver in every phase of her life.. The society burden her with responsibility in every phase and she crush herself sometimes.. Sometimes her energy torment her, she doubts where she went wrong, or she lose  her soul.. She really needs love, care and support from others that what she is doing, she must go on..

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◦•●◉✿Watching as An outsider ✿◉●•◦

#poetry #WatchingAsAnOutsider #nomadscreation #mother

𝙼𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚛,
𝙼𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎,
𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔, 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔..
𝙷𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚞𝚛𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝..
‘𝚅𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚏𝚊𝚛 ‘…

𝙲𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚍𝚞𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊..
𝙷𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚍𝚞𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚗, “𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐.”.
𝚂𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚞𝚖𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎, 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎…
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚞𝚐𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚘.

𝙰 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚗..
𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛, ‘𝙸𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝! 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎  𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜.. ‘
𝙸𝚝 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎, 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚜..
𝙾𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚜 ‘𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗 ‘,
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝙸𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚋𝚗𝚘𝚡𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚎..

𝚆𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛  𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎 ..
𝙸𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢’𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎’𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝!
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛..
F𝚊𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛, 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚗𝚎𝚊𝚛..

𝙶𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚒𝚡 𝚘𝚏 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚍, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕..
𝙽𝚘 𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚢, 𝚗𝚘 𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚢, 𝚗𝚘 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛…
𝙰 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏  𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 , 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚜!!

𝙽𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚞𝚛𝚎,
𝙽𝚘 𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜,
𝙽𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎..
𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖, 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝!!

𝚃𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚠 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕..
𝙴𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚊 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝..
𝙰𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚎 a 𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢,
𝙸 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎,
𝙱𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒‘ 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍  ‘𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛’ ( 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗) 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎..
𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎…
𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍, 𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎..
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚐𝚊𝚣𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎..

𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜  𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚠𝚘,
𝚂𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎  𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍, ‘ 𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎’,..
𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚎, 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛..
𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚗’𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝,
𝙱𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚜..
𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗,
𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚍..
𝙵𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔???
𝙾𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚜𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗!!

𝚃𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 ‘𝚂𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛’ 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎. .
𝙱𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐..
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎..
𝚂𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚔e 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛..
𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝,
𝙷𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎,
𝙻𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜..
𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜..

𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝙰𝚗 𝙰𝚞𝚛𝚊..
𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚜..
Caring for her Children is still her first priority,
Coz
𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙨 ‘𝘼 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧’ 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮..

– By ℕ𝕠𝕞𝕒𝕕’𝕤 ℂ𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝙳𝚘𝚘𝚛..

#poetry #thecloseddoor #NomadsCreation

Whatever is your point, I won’t give up!! ..
I won’t!! Till you open the door!!
It’s okay! I will try harder!!
I will make a move, I won’t stop!!
I will sit, observe, think, sing..
I will watch, starve, sleep, dream!!
But I won’t stop..

The watch clock is clicking fast,
The batteries will dry up very soon..
The clock make circles again,
It’s on repeat journey mode,
Travelling it paths, encircling the whole..
Instead of sitting here, I can watch movie too..
But I don’t mind,  I will wait alone like a standing bushy tree..

You know it doesn’t look perfect to me either!!
But I know for sure, what is right! right??
You keep your journey moving,
I will do mine, creeping and crawling..
How far it will be, how near I should imagine..
I don’t mind and I don’t care,
All I can see, All I can amaze is ‘ I will do ‘…
That’s enough! No more thoughts, no more discussions..
Its straight, and let’s proceed..

You do your thing, I appreciate you are doing great..
I am sitting here looking the sunny sky, watching the blue moon..
Running behind the stars, wherever it takes..
I may run out of energy at some point,
But don’t you worry, I will take care of myself..
There are so many things behind,I know I left !!
My future is still mine..
I  run, I swim, I  walk doesn’t matter what I choose,
It is still this door that will open up someday, I am sure!!

-ℕ𝕆𝕄𝔸𝔻’𝕊 ℂℝ𝔼𝔸𝕋𝕀𝕆ℕ

Sketch by Nomad’s Creation..

https://www.instagram.com/nomads_creation/

https://youtube.com/channel/UCk27OCkE6CVSPmyUBbWC-ng

𝕾𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖌𝖌𝖑𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖋𝖎𝖓𝖉!!!

#2021 #letsbereal

People think giving yourself a time is a waste of time.. But I feel giving yourself time nourishes you.. Why can’t we patiently wait for good things to happen and keep improving.. Even God is patient enough with us.. God watch us patiently show us paths, give chances to improve..

We become anxious, take hurdles on our head, fear from falling down but if we are patient enough and keep putting efforts even if the return is slow or sometimes we find no results. No results or bad results we do have lots of thoughts.. Thoughts that discourage us but if we stick and hold ourselves, trust and believe on our hard work, it will pay at some point of time.. Only thing is, we don’t know when it will be.. Perseverance is needed.. We might not get things when we expect but we know future is not known to anyone till it comes. So keep working what you want, what you love, your inner soul knows what you want.. You just need to find out it may take time don’t be disappointed,don’t be harsh to yourself give yourself time.. You will find your way!!!..
Till then keep doing, keep finding yourself.. ‘The life is all about loving yourself and finding yourself..’

𝙈𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚, 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 ??..(Molestation, exploitation they face)

#MenAsHumans #Men #Molestation #WakeUpCall

𝓘 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓫𝓪𝓭 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓲𝓮𝓽𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓲𝓮𝓽𝔂.. 𝓨𝓮𝓼, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓱𝓪𝓼𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝓮𝓷 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝔀𝓱𝓸 𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓬𝓲𝓮𝓽𝔂, 𝓹𝓾𝓽 𝓭𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼, 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓲𝓫𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓯𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓵𝓪𝔀𝓼 ,𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓬𝓮𝓭 𝓸𝓷 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓪𝓼 𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵..

𝓘𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼, 𝓸𝓫𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼, 𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓼, 𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓬𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓪𝓵𝓼.. 𝓜𝓪𝔂 𝓫𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮, 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓮𝓼, 𝓬𝓾𝓵𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮, 𝓷𝓮𝓬𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓸𝓯  𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮, 𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓫𝓮 𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓵𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓫𝓵𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝓷𝓸𝔀.. 𝓜𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝔀𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓮, 𝓸𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓮, 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓼𝓽𝓻𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓻𝓸𝔀, 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓲𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶..

𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓮, 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓹𝓾𝓽 𝓵𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓾𝓮 ‘𝓶𝓸𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝓮𝓷 𝓫𝔂 𝓶𝓮𝓷‘.. 𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓸𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓪𝓼 𝓪 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓾𝓹 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 ‘𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓼𝔂𝓶𝓹𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼𝓮’ 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓪𝓷𝔂 𝓺𝓾𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓼 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰  𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 “𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸𝙵”!!!

𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙞𝙙 ?
𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙  𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚?
𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙖𝙨 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 (𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨) ????…

𝙄𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙚𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨.. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙖𝙡 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙨… 
𝙍𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙧𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨, 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨, 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙞𝙙 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙨, 𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙨  𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙡𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛…

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙜𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣??? 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙖𝙨𝙠 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙘𝙧𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙪𝙩..

𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙣𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜.. 𝙈𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨.. 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙥𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 ‘ 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙥𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙤.. 𝙄𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚, 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙, 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙚𝙯𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡… 𝙏𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚.. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩… 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙤…

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮𝓷, 𝔀𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮 🌿🍃.. 𝓑𝓮 𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽, 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓐𝓵𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝔂…

𝓐 𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯…

#Self #CrossingThoughts #Khat, a Letter

Even if people are rude to me,
Even if people don’t understand me,
It’s not important that much,
It’s not important until I deserve to serve my purpose..

You are what you are,
You don’t have to become someone else,
Everyone need to find themselves,
I feel, this is what our destiny is.. To find a way…

𝚃𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍…. 𝙾𝚛 𝙽𝚘 𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚙𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗,𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎??

#TroubleIsAFriend #NoEscape #CrossingThoughts

𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙸 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸’𝚖 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 … 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚢 ‘𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚗’.. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚕𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚢 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎.. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚋𝚒𝚐, 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚜… 𝙸𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝, 𝚒𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜…

𝚆𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚔, 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚐𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏  𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚝, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏..

𝙸 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 ‘𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚞𝚙’ 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜.. 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍, 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚍𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚕, 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍.. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜!!  𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛..

𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝  ‘𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚐𝚘’  𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘.. 𝙸𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐.. 𝙰𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏, 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜…

𝙰𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝.. 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎… 𝚆𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 ‘𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝙾𝙺’ 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝙾𝙺’…

𝙸 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚛, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚜, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚜.. 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚐𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚞𝚙 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚒𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔..

𝓦𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓼 ❄⛄

#WinterNights2020 #Mypoetry #Nights #Stars #ChillingWeather #WinterNights

It’s winter nights, cozy, sweet and warm..
Inside the blanket, best time of the year with airy dreams….
Listening to music, rolling scarf around my neck….
The careless hair, the wavy winds..
Night is cold and I’m fixing my headphones,
Playing my random songs,
Mind is dancing over the music beats,
Heart is jumping with joy, over and over..

Things look  appealing in this deep dark nights…
As if nothing to fear, nothing to fight..
Nights are getting colder, chilled and squeezing everything out..
Birds are sleeping, trees are hiding in their dormancy..
Some parts of the planet are already covered with whitey ice,
Some are beginning to drizzle , chasing the windy nights…

The world is still busy with loads of work..
The winter night is still silent, joyful and lost in reverie thoughts..
The darker the nights, the deeper 𝓽𝓱𝓮  𝓼𝓴𝔂..
The chilling atmosphere outside the window make everyone find their comforting corners to hide…

It looks dull but it has fresh breeze..
The air has a sweet smell, the silence is all over the place..
Still, the sound of withered leaves falling on ground, felt like blessing and treat for our eyes…
How can I wish for more, when I can enjoy the stillness in this moment!!
Holding the cup of coffee in this cold and warm winter..
Hiding on my blanket, the days seems full of holidays..
Yes! this icy weather give new colours to my soul..

Fog all over, the mornings look blur….
The eyes are watery, throats are swollen,
Palms are cold and the legs are jammed..
The days looks longer even if it is not,
And the nights are beautiful with sprinkling shining stars…
The moon is spreading its light shower,
Keeping us under the protection of its starry night..

Lemme  sleep, lemme!! so that I can conquer the chasing morning lights..
Lemme enjoy this pleasant weather,

Before it is over and  I have to wait ‘until another winter night ! ‘

𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵,𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽 .. 𝓔𝓷𝓳𝓸𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽..😇😊

Bunch of emotions..

21st century , haha! Too much emotions!! We read too much, we see in movies and listen music, we counter and observe too much emotions….
Is it really good to show your emotions??
Or is it really not worth it??

Being a person we hide our emotion coz we feel ‘ it’s not Worth always to express‘ and ‘it is temporary we will be normal after a while.’
Does it really gonna happen like that?
Do we really need to think this way?
Or, need to show the way it is when it just flows and flows!!!

These emotions let us gain sometimes,
These emotions make us lose sometimes,
I’ve read a person must learn how to use emotional intelligence but everyone can’t do that, right!  And how many times we apply this, or able to recognize it..
Emotions are a part of every individual. We learn from our previous experiences, how to stabilise, how to enjoy, think over it when need arise, and tackle when situation not desirable prevails..
It just flows, we learn. We all are learning beings..
Some emotions we prefer to share, some we hide, some we share with specific person.. Some of us express our inner feelings about different things through playing musical instruments; participating in dramas, plays, theatre ; painting; writing poems, articles, stories.. We choose how we wanna feel free to express and release our emotions and thus, sharing in different ways.. Emotions are part of us, And we keep progressing throughout life..

Cage.. My Mind

#Cage #MyPoetry #Poetry #CageMyMind #Freedom

There is a dream inside me..
That is hustling and tussling..
It is sad whenever I fail..
It is always the same bad feeling,
Whenever I get the same bad news..
It makes me feel I have been pushed back..
Again!!!!

I donno what to decide..
My mind is gushing into lot of quarrels..
One thought fighting with another..
One conquers, the other fails, 
bustling all the way..
Then it vanishes, And I am all alone!!
The hole inside me and dull feeling joining me in the darkness of my pain..
Past thoughts conflicting with new emerging thoughts..
Still, I feel! I feel to be amply rewarded!!
For whatever !!
I don’t feel that everything has ended!!!
Neither I know, how to start all over again..
From where I start, what should I start…
I donno!!!!

I am rushing sometime,
Sometime I am slow like snail..
Now I feel like learning is good..
But where I am right now.. I really need to know !!
I have been drained, I have been squeezed,
But it never let me look down on myself..
My mind right now, not giving me the direction..
Let me breathe, let me have little more oxygen to survive for my existence and for myself..
Questioning myself with never ending solution,
Cannot be possible right now..
Need some gap, need some vacuum..
I feel, I need to move into a new room to come out of my own cage..